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Friday, June 30, 2006

Lost

I feel sort of lost. I have no concept of time, no way to differentiate the days.... It's already July, and I'm not prepared for that. I'm not prepared for anything that's coming, and I can't seem to spur myself into action. I'm wandering aimlessly, and at the moment, melodramatically. I wish my life had some kind of structure again; and I wish it didn't pass by so quickly. I don't get enough time for the things I really want.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Confusion

Why is this all so confusing? I'm getting many conflicting messages from Simmons about how many credits I should/need to be registered for. If only I had tons of money, I'd register for 16 credits every semester and get it all over with in a year. I mean, I'm excited about it, but really. This is all just too confusing for me.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Just Because

Just posting because I feel as though I haven't in a while. I was going to finish talking about my vacation, but for some reason I'm too lazy.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

All Right... Logic Takes Hold.

My sensible side couldn't keep up the money panic for long. Apparently not even for an hour. I checked the Simmons website, and they say that most financial aid only requires enrollment of at least 6 credits per semester. I was planning on taking 12 per semester, (3 classes of 4 credits each), but it looks like I can probably do 8 credits (2 classes) per semester and keep my aid. Which would leave me with enough left over to pay for my rent for the 9 months I'll be taking classes. And will give me more time to work and make money. AND if I forget about the joint MA/MFA 56-credit degree thing and just do the 36-credit MA, I can still get it done in 2 years. Panic has subsided. Yay for me. I hope I can find a fairly lucrative part-time job, so that I have money to travel a bit as well!

Optimism saves the day again!

Money Sucks

Why is it always so difficult to make ends meet? I emailed Simmons to ask a few general questions, and discovered that starting in the fall, tuition is going up. By $75 per credit hour. Which adds up to a lot--rather than having $2000 left over from my loans after paying tuition, I'll only have $200. Which means whatever private loans I get to pay my rent in Boston will have to be for more than I originally thought. Which, according to my father, is a very bad thing. I don't know if it's really all that bad, but he seems horrified at the idea that I'll take out private loans for huge amounts of dollars. And that's just for one year. This is not a one-year degree.

I'm feeling pessimistic today...really I just want to give up.

Monday, June 05, 2006

Just wanted to interject----

I lost 6 pounds! Go me!

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Vacation part... II.1?

Here I am again, showered and fed and full of good intentions about finishing my narrative. Though I keep getting distracted, so we'll see. Where did I leave off? I was talking about home life with Alex and her mom and animals..... Ah, I know. Mazamitla!

Mazamitla is a little town up in the mountains across the lake from Ajijic. We had a bit of a time getting there, driving through the countryside, passing fields of all kinds (grapes, perhaps, and corn, and agave). The town is in a sort of pine forest, and so Mazamitla is known for wood in its architecture and in its crafts. It's also billed as a mystical sort of place, though we never figured out why that was. Highlights of the town itself were the nice restaurant we ate lunch at, made to look like some sort of Alpine retreat, the street vendors selling wood crafts and toys and candles, and the church which had been billed as "positively Norwegian in design," though it looked more Eastern to me. Alex and I were particularly interested in some wooden rings that were being sold at one of the street vendors, and as we stood there looking at them and trying them on, Alex's mom came over and said something to the effect of "am I going to have to perform some kind of ceremony or something?" Which we thought was pretty funny....so of course, we bought matching Mazamitla rings.

We had also read about a beautiful 20-foot waterfall amid a sort of Japanese-style garden, with bridges and stuff. We asked a few people, and finally got a map showing us how to get there. As we were driving along, we came across a corral full of horses, and a man standing by the side of the road. We stopped to ask him directions to "la cascada," and he asked (in Spanish) if we wanted to go on foot or by horse. I was so excited that I knew what he was asking that I answered "on foot" immediately, and off we went to park the car and start the trek. We bought our tickets, and entered a sort of...park, full of nature trails, and also lined with what we decided must be vacation houses. We started walking, mostly downhill, thinking about how coming back would be a pain and maybe we should have ridden on horseback. We walked, and walked, and finally came to a bridge that went from nowhere to nowhere, with a dry, empty pool underneath it. I was thinking, this is our Japanese garden? But we kept on. After a while, we passed many pretty houses and another bridge from nowhere to nowhere over an empty pool, and Alex's mom wondered aloud if La Cascada would actually have water, since it was the dry season. I refused to believe that we'd gone so far for nothing, so we trudged on! We passed a sign that said "La Cascada 1 km." All that walking, and we still had 1 km to go! But we kept going. And going. And then we happened to pass a young Mexican couple going back the way we'd come. The man of the couple said something in Spanish, and we assumed he was just greeting us, so we all said good afternoon or something like that; then he repeated what he said, and I realized he was asking us if we were going to the waterfall. We said yes, and he told us that it was dry!!!! I didn't know what to do. We all sort of stood around in confusion for a little while, at a sort of intersection next to a little chapel. Finally Alex and I decided that to make the trip worth it, we should at least continue on and see where the waterfall would be. Alex's mom decided to head back, and we told her we'd meet her back at the car. So we headed on, down a rather steep hill, finally to a sort of empty, rocky area where I think the waterfall usually is. We wandered through the rocky area to a little stream, and headed down into it, jumping from rock to rock and having nice romantic moments. I also got bit by something, and it itched like crazy the next day. Finally, we headed back uphill for over a kilometer, stopping along the way in the Chapel of Cristo de la Montana to refresh ourselves. It worked really well, too, I think that was our mystical experience for the trip. At any rate, we finally made it back, with a funny story to tell about how there hadn't been any water..... Hah.

That was a long story! Time for bed, more updates tomorrow.

Vacation part II

Okay, more about the vacation, finally. Mexico! The first thing that occurs to me to say is that I did fairly well with the Spanish, even though I haven't spoken it or taken it in quite some time. It was sort of nervewracking and sort of fun to actually be thrown into situations in which little or no English was being spoken, and I could get by decently.

The house is near Lake Chapala, which is the biggest lake in Mexico--it's huge, and lovely to get a view of. I got to see it up close when we wandered around Ajijic, and also when we went to the town of Chapala. One of the things I noticed about Ajijic, and Mexico in general, was that the colors were always vibrant and bright. All the buildings and houses often had really bright paint, and the artwork was all beautiful and colorful. In Ajijic there were lots of stores that had pretty things to buy, though I tried to curb my spending urge so that I didn't use all my pesos in one shot, lol. There was also a lovely church, as there were in many of the towns we saw. Or, I guess, all of them.

Chapala was the next place we visited; there was a sort of permanent market full of stalls, and we wandered around looking at everything. I was still getting accustomed to the sort of vaguely pushy sales style, so I felt awkward buying things, but I did get a dress and a shirt, and a present for Becky--a print of a woman's face, made all out of calla lilies. Calla lilies are a big deal in Mexico, they're the national flower, or something along those lines.

Let me pause at this point to talk a little bit about our time at home in Mexico. It was lovely, first of all. There were lots of animals, and being an animal person, I was thrilled. They all mostly liked me, too, with the exception of Stella, who I think is not the most people-oriented cat ever. When we were at home, we did a lot of laying around lazily, and played endless games of Skip-Bo (a card game made by the company that makes Uno), Crazy 8's, Yahtzee, Boggle, and even a round or two of Trivial Pursuit (which I always lose, because Alex is a trivia whiz).

And now I'm being told that if I want to join Becky and Charlotte on an outing, I have to shower and dress in five minutes. I'm going to go attempt that. More about the trip later!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

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Friday, June 02, 2006

I'm Damn Lucky

adiuvame (10:23:32 PM): wtf
adiuvame (10:23:32 PM): is he.... hitting on me?!
adiuvame (10:23:51 PM): that was fucking weird
adiuvame (10:24:01 PM): he just made an awkward point of telling me that his last girlfriend was a red head
adiuvame (10:24:04 PM): same shade as me...
avalon2004 (10:24:26 PM): um....................
avalon2004 (10:24:32 PM): grr. lol
avalon2004 (10:24:39 PM): clearly you're too hot for your own good
avalon2004 (10:24:43 PM): people keep hitting on you
adiuvame (10:26:12 PM): well you know
adiuvame (10:26:14 PM):
adiuvame (10:26:26 PM): are the stars out tonight?
adiuvame (10:26:33 PM): i can't tell if it's cloudy or bright
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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Vacation Pictures

The photos are up!